Tu no sabes cuanto duele tanta soledad.

Sometimes I do wonder.. what life would look like without you.
I do wonder how it would feel, to not know you.
Would I be an other person? Could I be able to find happiness mouch easier? What would fill my thoughts, when you´re not there?..

Maybe I would feel free.. maybe happy. Sometimes I feel like I want to turn back time and change everything. Erase you from my memory.
But then, when I think it over.. I don´t want to loose you, eaven though we´re apart.
I want to tell my children about you, about us. So that they won´t make the same mistake like I did.
My first, my everything.. I despise that I adore you.